This book is a dark tale of male homosexuality in the adult film industry. The story follows the protagonist, Natori, a straight male salaryman who becomes embroiled in an unusual and ultimately doomed romantic pursuit. Natori is a lonely and overweight man whose life is marked by a deep-seated masturbatory habit. One day, during a reunion with an old classmate named Seo, who is also a part of the adult film industry, Natori learns that Seo is interested in exploring a new hobby – anal sex with someone trained anally. Natori eagerly agrees to help Seo find a suitable partner, only to find that the "person" they are looking for is none other than Seo himself.
Their sexual relationship starts in a bizarre and twisted manner, with Seo taking an avid interest in Natori's orgasms and often manipulating him into giving his consent through a combination of verbal stimulation and physical abuse. As the story unfolds, Natori begins to question the nature of theirrelationship. Is it truly romantic love or a twisted, predatory situation? Seo's behavior becomes increasingly manipulative and controlling, and Natori's sense of autonomy and self-worth are gradually eroded.
Throughout the book, the author uses vivid, graphic descriptions to convey the thrilling and repulsive elements of the sexual relationship between Natori and Seo. The imagery is graphic and intense, with frequent mentions of anal sex and ejaculation. While some readers may find this content disturbing, the novel's primary purpose is to explore the complexities of love, desire, and power dynamics in a deeply personal and emotional context. Ultimately, I DIDN'T ASK YOU TO MAKE LOVE TO ME tells a cautionary tale about the dangers and consequences of情人 abuse.